One thing I've learned from high school...

is that you can literally almost trust no one. Rumors start spreading, other people find out about things, and shit gets blown way out of proportion. so in this one-off weekday blog post, i will tell you about why i had a bad feeling about today, and how this was one of those times where the feeling was unfortuantely right.

before we talk about today specifically though, I'm going to do a flash back here to i beleive early last year. theres this freshman chick that i notice is pretty good looking. i never really planned on asking her out or getting to know her though. i just thought she was cute. so fast forward to this past summer. i babysat my cousins all summer. they live in millstadt, which is cool because its not hard to get around from place to place. you can pretty much walk or ride a bike to where ever you need to get to in the town. basically what i got paid for during the summer was to take them to gymnastics, the park and the pool. its a pretty sweet deal. towards the middle of the summer, i notice this chick at the town pool, and she had ridden her bike there, so i figured that she was from millstadt. that was pretty much all i knew about her. her name and where she was from. thats it for the most part.

i have a very easy going personality. not hard to get along with, and i dont let many things get to my head. im one of those fortunate people that can shrug most things by. the way that i have adapted to that so well is because i am somewhat vunerable, i suppose you could say. i take alot of shit, but its usually not too big of a deal. its easy to make fun of me or stuff though, because im not the sharpest tool in the shed. im fairly smart, but im not super quick or witty.

now knowing this, lets fast forward to the past couple of weeks. for some reason my buddies have been giving me a tough time about this chick. saying that i stalk her or something like that and there gonna tell her this and that i like her, you know, the typical stuff friends in high school say at times. apparently a few of my buddies have a class with her and sit next to her, so at any point, its totally possible for them to do so.

fast forward to lunch today. they start talking about this and everyone sitting at the table is pretty much just asking me about liking her and stuff, and i keep saying its not true, but of course no one listens. its kinda funny for awhile. i feel like Drama on Fantasy Factory when they give him a tough time about things. one of my buddies pulls out his phone and starts taking pictures of me to show to her so she can see who this stalker looks like, so it seems like its happening today.

at my school, just like all schools, there is a no cell phone policy. you get seen with it out, regardless of if its on or off, emergency or not, your getting it taken away, unless your with a teacher who doesnt care. well one of the teachers that is supervising lunch catches my buddy with his phone out. she says im gonna have to take that, and hes like i cant give it to you. my grandpa is in the hospital in texas and his mom is there texting him and stuff to give updates or something like that. so the teacher is like sorry but i have to take it. after a couple minutes of begging, my buddy gives his phone up. for some reason he is pissed at me now.

why? couldnt tell ya. all i know is that he didnt want to talk to me, and he was making threats to beat the shit out of me, but thats just all bullshit. he aint gonna do nothin. i was talking to one of my buddies later about it, though, and he said that my friend with the phone was thinkin that i drew attention to the phone being out. i dont know how i couldve drawn more attention to the phone than that fact that it was 1. held up above everyones heads and 2. it flashed like a normal camera with a flash on would. i guess like its my fault though, but watever.

just a heads up real quick, i started this yesterday, but im finishing it today. so now ill continue.

today went by fairly smoothly. i was pretty quiet around my friends for the most part, and a couple of them picked up on it. i was just trying to make it through the day so i could hear as little about the whole chick incident as possible, although there were times that it got brought up by different people. my one friend i guess still thinks it was my fault for getting his phone taken away so hes not talkin to me, which is fine, cause truthfully, i dont care. i dont need to talk to him anyways. no biggie.

so the moral of this story is dont trust anyone with nothin. all of this started from me saying to one person a year ago, hey that is a good lookin girl. like most things that start with me, it snowballed into this. but like i said, its pretty much over besides the occasional taunting, but hey, shit happens. thats one of my favorite quotes ever and i stick to it. so thats it. ive gotten it off my chest. until the weekend, later party ppl