Sick and tired of being sick and tired

i was listening to the Getting Away with Murder CD from Papa Roach and this came on, and i realized thats the perfect way to describe this weekend. it really feels to me that ive been in a slump since friday. like i said in the last post, everything was going smoothly until i got out of school. go figure.

heres an update on the car. we got a call yesterday from the dude who was looking at it, and he said that there was some wire that they couldnt get around, because everytime they touched it or it got moved around, it killed the engine. basically what the guy said was that it was a factory part and they could get it tuesday (seeing that monday is labor day and everythings closed today and tomorrow), but even when they fix that, theyre not sure if its gonna be the only problem or if theres more. so right now, they cant tell us anything other than that. no estimate, no timeline on when the thing should be out, nothing. i really want my car back, and right now, thats probably one of the things i need to get a bit happier.

speaking of not being happy, for some reason i called the chick that im tryin to avoid up last night. someone asked where she was at and i said i dont know. for some reason i opened up my phone and called her, which i shouldnt have done. now she wants to hang out with us. i really need to start talking to people about the situation so they know wats going on. i cant keep it bottled up much longer.

i did tell Matt about the girl that im trying to get, though, considering hes one of the people i trust the most. it may seem odd if any of my friends read this, but its true, i suppose. me and her talked a bit at the game the other night, and it was cool. im going to get her number this week and try to hang out with her over the weekend if possible. i really do like her, and thats probably the biggest thing on my mind right now. i plan on maybe asking her out soon, but i want to spend some time with her and see how things go first. it should work though. if she still likes me almost 2 years after i first picked up on it, its obviously a really big thing she has for me.

i really want to get out of this slump. friday just sucked all the life out of me. i was glad to hang out with people last night, but it got a lil outta control with all the crazies that showed up. i want this to be over, but like i said, somethings are probably going to have to happen first. so im gonna end here for today, because i feel that i have said pretty much all that i can think of that i needed to get off my mind. gonna watch some King of Queens now, so hopefully Kevin James can cheer me up a bit, but im doubting it. later party ppls